Having a hard time sleeping. I want to be awake when he is awake. I want to be able to talk to him about his day. I want to have deep conversations about our future. He makes me want things. But sometimes it is just a need to be awake when he is awake. wanting… Continue reading Sleep
Tag: Ownership
Having a Bad Dream
I woke this morning past my alarm and felt a bit disoriented. I had slowly grabbed on to a bad dream I had. Usually I try to hold on to the good dreams and piece them together but my mind today was grabbing at this one and not letting it go. It was one of… Continue reading Having a Bad Dream
Safe Space
Walking into that safe space with him, I know I will be in good hands. I see how he looks at me. I know that there are devilish things in his mind. That's ok. I also see other things in those eyes. I hear things in his voice. I feel the way he touches me… Continue reading Safe Space
Where Do You Start
When you finally get to have me, where do you start? What will you do to help you quench that thirst? How do you take from me to get what you need? Where do you see your hands going first? How will you touch me? How do you see your body claiming mine? Hands touching… Continue reading Where Do You Start
Running
I think it is time for a run. No, not that kind of run. The kind of run where you are being chased. Can you imagine the effort someone puts into chasing you? The way they follow your every move, trying to pick just the right moment to let you know they are there, coming… Continue reading Running
Lisa Gray 