On my way to work today, I had songs that randomly came on, making me think about being a teenager again. All the angst and melancholy fed into me through music at the time. But lots of rebellious feelings, too. But what I find myself thinking about is more the obsessive nature I had back… Continue reading On Being a Teen Again
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Obsess Over Me
Reading a book called The Ritual. It is a college romance book about secret societies and people with all the money in the world. I don’t need all the money in the world to feel loved but I do want to feel like someone is obsessed over me. I like feeling cared for in the… Continue reading Obsess Over Me
The Perfect Drug
https://youtu.be/dn3j6-yQKWQ?si=X33YM_jYcaX5QL2S I've got my head, but my head is unravelingCan't keep control; can't keep track of where it's travelingI've got my heart, but my heart is no goodAnd you're the only one that's understoodYou make me hard when I'm all soft insideI see the truth when I'm all stupid-eyedThe arrow goes straight through my heartWithout… Continue reading The Perfect Drug
Obsession
Is there a healthy way to be his obsession? I want that energy. I want to see his love and desire for me in that way. I want to obsess over him, too. Let’s intrude on each others thoughts. Make me preoccupied with you.
Lisa Gray 