Their words, their love, their support have been important to me for some time. We have been chatting and fantasizing and when I come, I think of him and his words. But when those words stop coming, so do I. I have had little chance to breathe the past week much less anything else. I… Continue reading When their Words Were Your Porn
Tag: mental-health
Where do you Go?
When you need a break, do you disappear? Where do you go? Is it somewhere physical or just a place in your mind? Sometimes I don’t have the luxury to run away like I would like so I take trips in my mind. I build worlds for me to live in, places for me to… Continue reading Where do you Go?
Mistakes
How do you deal with them? For the last few days, I have been thinking about a mistake I made. I took ownership of it, but it has created guilt in my mind that has lingered a bit. This is mostly because I'm afraid it changed the trajectory of a relationship. We were moving in… Continue reading Mistakes
The New Year
Seeing a lot of messages and posts about the new year where people reflect and resolve. I spent years growing and reflecting and making resolutions for myself. I think this year I just want to live. No set goals just see where the wind blows me. Enjoy life as it comes. Keep myself open for… Continue reading The New Year
Appreciating My Privilege
We are in the in between. That place where Christmas is over but the New Year has yet to begin. What day is it? What time is it? Who knows and who cares. Today was an interesting experience in a hospital emergency room. My mother has been spending a good amount of time in these… Continue reading Appreciating My Privilege
Lisa Gray 