The story below is part of a short story written for an online challenge with the prompt "The Contract." For a very long time, I have fantasized about visiting the UK and Ireland. I set this story in Scotland, thinking about my love for the Outlander books, but I could've just as easily set it… Continue reading Story Time
Tag: love
I Want
There is a lot I want. I can sometimes feel needy with all the things I long for in my mind. I want: Love but in a way that involves lots of lust and attention Ownership that includes all the physical and written and showy markings and actions. Someone to play with and laugh with… Continue reading I Want
Heartbreak, Emotional Masochism, Compersion
Yes, all of these things are related for me. I have this toxic trait of martyrdom that plays into my emotional masochism. I sometimes break my own heart thinking that others do not want to be with me or set me as any type of priority in their lives. I have partners and metas and… Continue reading Heartbreak, Emotional Masochism, Compersion
Open and Ready
I like to say I am open and ready. This phrase can have a lot of different meanings. When I say it, I am sending something out into the world or universe letting whoever is in charge know that I am ready for the next things. I feel like things come to me when I… Continue reading Open and Ready
Random Facts About Me
A lot of what I like in kink besides the sex parts is power exchange. Part of this is the way my sister and I dealt with childhood trauma. She became mean and angry and fought back and I used her as a protector (always the shy one). I wouldn’t necessarily say I was a… Continue reading Random Facts About Me
Lisa Gray 