Do you ever feel at times as if you're not a person? What I wish to say is that you're not truly present, nor alive, as if you're at the whim of another, like a dog. Someone or something had the power to breathe life into you, to move you. (Ellen Hunter from Nosfurato) When… Continue reading Breathe into Me
Tag: love
When their Words Were Your Porn
Their words, their love, their support have been important to me for some time. We have been chatting and fantasizing and when I come, I think of him and his words. But when those words stop coming, so do I. I have had little chance to breathe the past week much less anything else. I… Continue reading When their Words Were Your Porn
Alone but maybe not
There are some days I feel alone but when it is hard and I mean really hard, there are people here for me. I need to remember and hold on to that. There are days I want to run away from certain people and responsibilities. My mother tried to do that this weekend. She is… Continue reading Alone but maybe not
Toy
When you are a toy and you just want to be used. Sometimes it is hard when you are getting to know someone and life gets in the way. You have two sides of yourself that need to be triggered. You want o be the toy that gets used but you also want to be… Continue reading Toy
Do You Remember?
Do you remember the time, you know, that time when everything was fresh and new? I do. I remember seeing your face for the first time. I remember reading your words. The fantasies we created together were so much more than just words, though. It seemed like a pull for me. There was something that… Continue reading Do You Remember?
Lisa Gray 