I'm looking at my inbox today. I have a few people who are pinned to the top. I also have a few people who recently messaged me or I messaged them. These people tend to gravitate to the top of the list as well because I try to annoy them on a regular basis. I… Continue reading Everything is Temporary
Tag: love
Silliness in the Serious.
I was thinking about the bond that comes with certain dynamics and for me when I call someone Daddy. It creates a special bond - one that feels weirdly strong to me. I was trying to put my thoughts together on this and write about it, but I sometimes can get a bit too romantic… Continue reading Silliness in the Serious.
Story Time
The story below is part of a short story written for an online challenge with the prompt "The Contract." For a very long time, I have fantasized about visiting the UK and Ireland. I set this story in Scotland, thinking about my love for the Outlander books, but I could've just as easily set it… Continue reading Story Time
I Want
There is a lot I want. I can sometimes feel needy with all the things I long for in my mind. I want: Love but in a way that involves lots of lust and attention Ownership that includes all the physical and written and showy markings and actions. Someone to play with and laugh with… Continue reading I Want
Heartbreak, Emotional Masochism, Compersion
Yes, all of these things are related for me. I have this toxic trait of martyrdom that plays into my emotional masochism. I sometimes break my own heart thinking that others do not want to be with me or set me as any type of priority in their lives. I have partners and metas and… Continue reading Heartbreak, Emotional Masochism, Compersion
Lisa Gray 