No, I am not talking about power tools. I am talking about love and sex as per usual. I have a thing that I grapple with in all my big relationships. I think I have only ever been in love with two people in my life. Maybe. It is hard to know for sure when… Continue reading Reciprocating
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Reading . . .
I have been reading. The book club I am in read The Secret Diary of Hendrik Groen, 83¼ Years Old. This was not quite the feel-good book for me that I hoped. I had one or two moments of wishing I had a certain pill I could put in my pocket for later. Thinking about… Continue reading Reading . . .
The Overthinker’s Mind
"The overthinker’s mind is a beautiful, busy, and sometimes very annoying place to live." — Unknown You already know I am an overthinker. I was overthinking today about whether I shared this quote already. But earlier, I was thinking about pet peeves and things that happen or behaviors from others that might annoy me, like… Continue reading The Overthinker’s Mind
Holding Back
Sometimes I feel them holding back. I wonder what it is that has them there in the zone of untrusting. I sometimes feel I share too much, but I want to be a model for them to share whatever they want. Sometimes I feel a shift in this, like it is possible suddenly for me… Continue reading Holding Back
Something about the More
I feel like I will almost want more. And I know why. I want to know it is real. I want to believe in the fairy tale. I want to think the person I am connecting with is real and really feels that connection. I want the reassurance. I want to feel the love. I… Continue reading Something about the More
Lisa Gray 