There is a lot I want. I can sometimes feel needy with all the things I long for in my mind. I want: Love but in a way that involves lots of lust and attention Ownership that includes all the physical and written and showy markings and actions. Someone to play with and laugh with… Continue reading I Want
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Love is Blind
It is Friday night and I am living my best life at home hiding in my room and binging trash tv. Yes, this is what my kinky life is like. Lots of time prioritizing my peace mixed with play time and sexy times flirting with other people. Some weeks, I have way too much fun… Continue reading Love is Blind
Random Facts About Me
A lot of what I like in kink besides the sex parts is power exchange. Part of this is the way my sister and I dealt with childhood trauma. She became mean and angry and fought back and I used her as a protector (always the shy one). I wouldn’t necessarily say I was a… Continue reading Random Facts About Me
Navigating Self-Image and True Connection: A Journal Entry
So time to admit a few things. I am an overthinker. Probably not surprised. Another thing to admit, my Daddy is also a writer and I met him through fangirling over his work. I can say now that I am not the fangirl I once was as I get to know more of the real… Continue reading Navigating Self-Image and True Connection: A Journal Entry
Poly is Hard
Poly can sometimes be a struggle for me. It is work and work I have to do on my own. I can occasionally ask for help or support but there is no way for anyone to grab the thoughts out of my brain and reframe them. I have to do that work. Add in a… Continue reading Poly is Hard
Lisa Gray 