I see a door. It has mainly been shut, or so I felt. Trying to decide if I should knock. It may still be shut to me. It is hard to tell because there is a crack. I just don't know if that was intentionally left for me to try to pry my way in.… Continue reading A Door
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Rituals
Rituals help you connect, but what happens when they go away?
When will there be no more words
Very interesting morning with messages trying to come at me. Several emails and other posts coming through and reminding me how powerful words can be. It was my choice of how I was using words that ended the latest dynamic. They were not meant to. I was just pulling from experience and habits. But today… Continue reading When will there be no more words
Find Me
(Another Writing Prompt) I want you to come find me. I will be waiting for you. Sometimes I am hiding in plain sight. I want you to see me and find me. Other times, I am in my own world, creating my own fantasies, but still trying to will you to me.
I am not ok and maybe that is ok
I find myself in a strange position today. A crossroads. I knew it was coming. I have been worried about it for the past year and gearing up for it. But for the first time in 30 years, I have no romantic partners. The juxtaposition of a dynamic ending this week and watching my mom… Continue reading I am not ok and maybe that is ok
