I find myself in a strange position today. A crossroads. I knew it was coming. I have been worried about it for the past year and gearing up for it. But for the first time in 30 years, I have no romantic partners. The juxtaposition of a dynamic ending this week and watching my mom… Continue reading I am not ok and maybe that is ok
Tag: Kink
The Collar
(another piece of something I am working on) Once my blindfold and gag were taken off, I saw the small space in front of me. Just enough room for a wrought iron bed and a cabinet. He opened up that cabinet to take out some of my favorite accessories. He smiled as I bit my… Continue reading The Collar
Chains
I want to feel the coldness of chains against my skin. Too many people are putting chains around my mind, and I need the physical chains to make me forget. I need to be locked up or locked in his embrace. I need the feeling of control and responsibility taken away. I am given too… Continue reading Chains
Love letters
I’m in need of love letters, but not the kind with pen on paper or typed words on a screen. I need love letters on my skin. I need to be shown I am loved with marks on my body. Bruises displayed for us to see and be reminded of how much you care. Bites… Continue reading Love letters
Transparency
There was an interesting question on social media today about telling people you are on a fetish site. Full transparency I am and I post there often. I know you are not surprised. I would definitely love any partner I had to tell me if they were there too. Most of my partners in the… Continue reading Transparency
Lisa Gray 