I had an interesting conversation at work yesterday about being in charge of our own happiness and emotions and needs. I agree that feelings are ours to deal with but that doesn’t mean others can’t have compassion and empathy. There is a war in my brain about needs. On one hand we are in charge… Continue reading My Plus One
Tag: Feelings
Having a Bad Dream
I woke this morning past my alarm and felt a bit disoriented. I had slowly grabbed on to a bad dream I had. Usually I try to hold on to the good dreams and piece them together but my mind today was grabbing at this one and not letting it go. It was one of… Continue reading Having a Bad Dream
Saying Yes
It started with me saying yes. I couldn’t say no. My mind wouldn’t let me. It knew already what was coming. I could feel the excitement and anticipation. Those butterflies were there. You didn’t ask if you could dm me. You just did. You didn’t ask if you could send that first photo, but you… Continue reading Saying Yes
Toy
When you are a toy and you just want to be used. Sometimes it is hard when you are getting to know someone and life gets in the way. You have two sides of yourself that need to be triggered. You want o be the toy that gets used but you also want to be… Continue reading Toy
My Needs Today
I find myself needing to be pinned against a wall. Needing to feel trapped. Needing to see his cock hard and leaking for me. Needing to look into his eyes and see that desire for me. Needing to let his mouth and hands take what he needs from me. I need Him.
Lisa Gray 