I remember the time when you watched me closely. I remember feeling loved in that way. I felt important. I felt wanted. I felt like the rest of the world didn't really matter as long as you saw me. I wanted you to watch. I wanted you to see. I wanted you to react. I… Continue reading Watch Me
Tag: emotional masochism
The Rollercoaster of Emotional Masochism
I read something earlier that really hit on my emotional masochistic side. It was a story about a man trying ot move on, at least that is what it appeared to be. He texted his old friend and said that he had met someone new and would likely not be keeping in touch. The friend… Continue reading The Rollercoaster of Emotional Masochism
The Perfect Sadist
He is the perfect sadist to my emotional masochist. Daddy has left marks without even lifting a hand or touching me. Leaves me with that uncertainty and unsettling feeling. Some marks puncture the skin and draw blood, but that is not necessary to get the blood pumping and the heart racing. Maybe though, I will… Continue reading The Perfect Sadist
Lisa Gray 