You know I am bendy, very flexible, adaptable even. I can shape myself around people and things. But sometimes I struggle being in a position and getting stuck. I sometimes feel like Elmyra, “I'll love them, and hug them, and hold them forever!” I want that forever but some habits need to break. Some things… Continue reading Bendy
Tag: connections
We have Time
Let’s pretend for a second we never met. Let’s take a minute to reintroduce ourselves. Let’s spend hours finding ways we connect. Let’s explore our bodies for days Let’s lay in bed for months making more connection points. Let’s forget time for years and just realize we have forever ahead of us.
That Magical Door
Someone has been asking the question, if you had that magic door in your closet, where would it take you. I am paraphrasing a bit but you know the intent of the question. My first thought was straight to Daddy because even though he has shown me through actions that he is not interested, I… Continue reading That Magical Door
So Perfect
Why do they have to be so cute and adorable and lovable and so perfect in every way but one? That’s the trick isn’t it. Finding that person that is yours and is free to be yours. The one that is not weighed down by life in the right moment. The one that has healed… Continue reading So Perfect
What I miss
Sitting in a hospital room and will likely nod off soon but as I was in this drowsy state between consciousness and unconsciousness, I thought about what I miss right now. I miss feeling like I had someone by my side. Having someone I was secure in their feelings for me because they showed their… Continue reading What I miss
