Sometimes I see that I have an effect on people. It may not always be something good. It may not be someone I want to affect. It can be an interesting rabbit hole to go down to think about why it is that the ones you want to have an effect on are oblivious to… Continue reading You Affect Me
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Possession
I love this feeling. I want someone to want to possess me yet many of my partners have said that I have complete agency. I want that, too. But there is a space inside me that wants to feel like someone’s whole world. Wants to have that power over someone. Wants to be worthy of… Continue reading Possession
Love me Like a Bomb
If you do not know what this is from, I am not sure we can be friends. I was a part of the hair band generation although the younger part. My sister was more obsessed with this particular band than I was. I remember buying magazines that were more directed at hair band fans than… Continue reading Love me Like a Bomb
My Pleasure
What is it that makes you happy? What is it that makes your heart sing? What is it that arouses you? For me, it is their pleasure. I want to be told what it is they want from me. What can I do to make them hard? What pleasure can I give them? My pleasure… Continue reading My Pleasure
Fantasy and Reality
I sit here with you in my thoughts and fantasies. You will always be in my head. Your charm and flirtatious manner have drawn me in more than just your smile. I know that we will never meet. That is the reality, but it will not stop me from wanting and craving you. Do you… Continue reading Fantasy and Reality
Lisa Gray 