I was just posting a pic earlier and thinking about the fight. The fight that happens between the brat and the sadist. For me it is about enduring the physical pain and enjoying the emotional pain. When I say fight, I want him to win. I want him to get what he wants. In this,… Continue reading Sadists
Tag: Brat
Obedient
I have seen this word a lot lately. Sometimes the brat in me gets triggered by the word. But deep down, I am always obedient. Even when the brat comes out, I do it for him. I can tell that is the energy he wants. Both of us teasing each other with it. Even in… Continue reading Obedient
Just a Kiss
It's hard to fight these feeling's when it feels so hard to breatheI'm caught up in this momentCaught up in your smileI know that if we give this a little timeIt'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna findIt's never felt so realNo, it's never felt so rightJust a kiss on your lips… Continue reading Just a Kiss
Am I a Brat
Likely, OK definitely. I have this tendency to come in strong with wanting to serve someone. In the past, I have been bad at sustaining that. I get burned out in that role; for me, it has been a role and an extension of past trauma. My last dom tried to get me to explain… Continue reading Am I a Brat
BRAT
This morning I let Apple choose my playlist on the way to work. It thinks it knows me, but really it knows me and my kids. Most of my playlists have a combination of songs that are all me and songs that are influenced by my kids' playlists. Today was an interesting mix of The… Continue reading BRAT
Lisa Gray 