Today is one of those days that not everyone is happy and celebrating. I am a mother, but I do not spend every day appreciating that role. I feel some guilt, knowing I have taken on some of my mother's avoidant attachment styles. There is some generational trauma that I wish I could have broken.… Continue reading Mothering
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Will You Run
Being in that headspace feels me with so much. Walking into his presence, seeing him, and that look that I want from him is something I have longed for for so long. The things we talk about and the images we fill our heads with have me both excited and scared for what is to… Continue reading Will You Run
A Monster
Rey: You are a monsterKylo Ren: Yes, I am It is funny how they don’t hide it, that monster within. It’s like they are proud of it. I am sitting here fuming, knowing he got the best of me. Anger is pouring out of me, and he has the audacity to sit there with that… Continue reading A Monster
The Hidden Door
I wanted more. I have said that before, I know. Sometimes, you have people in your life who don’t stay, but they teach you things, and I have been taught many things. I want more than just shallow connections. I want more than just hands on my throat and calling it kinky. That is usually… Continue reading The Hidden Door
How do you define yourself
Watching Married at First Sight Season 10 Australia. It is really making me think about this question. There is one woman who, at the start, I thought I would identify with. She was older than the rest and concerned about her sex life. The way they edited their story really pushed the divorced, older, sexless… Continue reading How do you define yourself
Lisa Gray 