I was just posting a pic earlier and thinking about the fight. The fight that happens between the brat and the sadist. For me it is about enduring the physical pain and enjoying the emotional pain. When I say fight, I want him to win. I want him to get what he wants. In this,… Continue reading Sadists
Plaything
I need to be a plaything. I need to be a toy. If you want me you need to use me.
The Power in a Smile
I sometimes get told that I have a nice smile. I always appreciate that, but what I really want is to make others smile. I love to make others laugh. This is definitely one of those things I learned from childhood when I much rather affect people in that way. I want happiness. That is… Continue reading The Power in a Smile
Soft and Sweet
She said I got her if I want / She's so soft like silk chiffon / Silk chiffon / That's how it feels, oh, when she's on me (Silk Chiffo by Muna w Phoebe Bridgers) Remembering that first time, that first touch when my face met her soft skin, She was a stranger, a stripper… Continue reading Soft and Sweet
Take 2
Sometimes I write multiple version of an idea. I started this at some point thinking I needed to be a bit more vanilla here in my writings. But sometime, too I have a line or an idea I do not necessarily know what to do with so I try out different things. Below is just… Continue reading Take 2
