I had a dream. I got everything I wanted. If I could change the way that you see yourself, / You wouldn't wonder why you hear 'they don't deserve you.'" Everything I wanted by Billie Eilish. This song moves me so much. I can’t imagine the state Billie Eilish was in when writing it, but I… Continue reading Everything I wanted
Too Sensitive
I was on TikTok today. It really is not something I do or get caught up in. I think I am too old for it. I randomly post and randomly check it. Today I got a notification and went to see what it was and watched one thing and then got off. That is my… Continue reading Too Sensitive
Knowing
“I’ve wanted to do that for days,” he mumbled against my lips. “We’ve only known each other for two.” “I know.” Revenant by R. Valentine Have you ever had that feeling? The second of recognition, when you first meet or talk to someone? You know the one. The one that tells you that this is… Continue reading Knowing
Stay
Say it to me. Say it with the longing I feel. Say it with the obvious ache inside. We use words like hunger, need, and consume. I want to hear, "Stay." I want to hear it in a way that shows me you feel all those things. That you feel our connection is worthy of… Continue reading Stay
Heart Beat
I got to watch my heart beat today. Sometimes I am surprised that it can still do that. The technician apologized for being quiet, but I said no worries. I am just writing bad poetry in my head. And I was. Something about how my heart beats for you. I wonder if you know that.… Continue reading Heart Beat
Lisa Gray 