I have to admit something. Most of my recent kink life has been in my head, with words, with writings, with flirtations online, and an online dynamic. I love the mental game of it. But for some reason, my body has decided that it is old. I went through perimenopause early and in the middle… Continue reading My So Called Kink Life
Look At Me
“Look At Me” I can’t. It is too hard. There are so many things going on at once. The sensations get to me.WHen there presence surrounds you. When you can taste them and smell them and get caught up in all of them. You sometimes just want to feel, taste, and smell. What would happen… Continue reading Look At Me
Edging and Denial
I just posted a status about how WhatsApp was doing more to edge and deny me than anything else. Work is doing a good job, too. Creating a chaotic space in my head and then adding a break in your normal routine and life changing all around you. It reminds me a lot of my… Continue reading Edging and Denial
Inevitable
Inevitable, Unlimited, Free, Belong Needy, Greedy, Want, Desire, Hunger, Craving, It's a thing to be with you. I want to have that connection and feel that hunger and what it will do to me from close up, and I want to know that you are mine and I am yours. It seems so inevitable to… Continue reading Inevitable
Watch Me
I remember the time when you watched me closely. I remember feeling loved in that way. I felt important. I felt wanted. I felt like the rest of the world didn't really matter as long as you saw me. I wanted you to watch. I wanted you to see. I wanted you to react. I… Continue reading Watch Me
Lisa Gray 