As I drift off to sleep, I am filled with thoughts of Daddy. I imagine not being alone in my bed at all. I dream of him with me. I have a queen bed, so we would have to be close to each other. My body heat would keep him warm as he spoons me.… Continue reading Dreaming Again
Who I Wanted to Be
John: Who you thought I was was the man I wanted to be.Mary: Well then, John Watson, get the hell on with it. Do you ever look at yourself through someone else's eyes? Do you ever think about who it is they see? I am guilty of seeing people in the way I want them… Continue reading Who I Wanted to Be
Feed Me
I need you to feed my soul. Is that selfish of me? To want you more than the air I breathe?
Can I Watch?
Having a conversation today about football and athletes and getting hurt. It was not exactly a space that I thought would lead to sexy thoughts, but it did. More than just sexy thoughts, though, romantic thoughts. As a kid, I was taken to so many games. My sister and my cousins were all into baseball,… Continue reading Can I Watch?
Drawing from Life
I was highlighting some sections of my new book, and some words were drawn from my actual feelings and desires. These words that seem to speak to me. I can hear his voice saying them. That is the part that wrecks me. I am drawn to that voice. I can’t deny it. As soon as… Continue reading Drawing from Life
Lisa Gray 