Sitting in a hospital room and will likely nod off soon but as I was in this drowsy state between consciousness and unconsciousness, I thought about what I miss right now. I miss feeling like I had someone by my side. Having someone I was secure in their feelings for me because they showed their… Continue reading What I miss
Even As A Shadow, Even As A Dream
“Come back. Even as a shadow, even as a dream.” -Euripidea Even As A Shadow, Even As A Dream You will always be there for me in the shadows and in my dreams. I won’t ever let you go from those places in my mind. Even if you don’t want to stay, I will hold… Continue reading Even As A Shadow, Even As A Dream
Promise not to stop when I say when
I am a Foo Fighter fan. There is something about the lyrics to many of their songs. Everlong touches me at different times and in different ways. I am scared right now. Perfect season for it, really but this is not the fear play I was hoping for. This is not the emotional masochism I… Continue reading Promise not to stop when I say when
Iris
I have a love-hate relationship with this song. I swear every ticktock I happen to see when I open the app has this song on it. Today, it was a cover I forgot I had on my playlist. I will be honest, this morning my heart is breaking again, and it is so easy to… Continue reading Iris
Obedience
“I crave her obedience like oxygen.” — Unknown I need that. I need to be told what to do to make Daddy happy. I need him to crave my obedience. I need him to want that. It would be so easy to say yes if I were just asked the question.
Lisa Gray 