Recently I had a card reading and asked about love. The cards revealed some challenges ahead and a lot had to do with the effort I was putting into it. This has me thinking of relationships and the energy and effort that you put into them. For a long time, I was feeling this new… Continue reading New Relationship Energy vs Old Relationship Energy
Middle Space
https://www.youtube.com/embed/i_GA5GFAyKE?si=rKDdoWwJMbSpp5GS Olivia Rodrigo Belting out, Get Him Back Sometimes middle space means singing along to music that reminds me of being young again. I am not one that regresses. Middle space for me is about reliving or reimagining a young adult life that is healthy. One that reintroduces love and sex in my life in… Continue reading Middle Space
Collar Me
One of the writings from my book, Whispers of Surrender. I love the idea of being Collared, but it is not just about the piece of jewelry. I want to belong to someone in that way. I want to feel that ownership. It is like being marked as theirs. It takes time, though, to build… Continue reading Collar Me
Possession
Being polyamorous means working on agency and disentangling yourself from codependent relationships. Being kinky and into power exchange means I like to be owned and possessed. I find it interesting to have these two parts of me within my mind. I want to live my own life and be open to connections of all kinds,… Continue reading Possession
Haunted
I am haunted by you. By your smile and by your words. When they disappear, I am lost. I asked for this, though. I asked for every part of you and I couldn’t be happier than when you share yourself with me. All of you. The raw, the untamed. The beautiful and controlled. I want… Continue reading Haunted
Lisa Gray 