I want to be your final girl. Not because I have to survive the abuse. Survive the manipulation, survive walking on eggshells trying to figure out the puzzle you put before me. I want to be your final girl because I want you to think of me last after thinking of me first. I want… Continue reading Your Final Girl
Something Morally Grey
I just saw a request for book ideas where they asked for a morally grey male protagonist. That is what I want, too. I need that as my own leading man. I can talk about consent and boundaries and uphold some of mine, but I like what I like. I like it when the right… Continue reading Something Morally Grey
And the walls
Come tumbling down But what more can I do to make you want to come find me? You say you want things. You ache as I do. You crave the touch that I crave. Is that enough? Will the world let is just have it?
Obsession
Watching the movie. Would love to have someone obsessed over me but not like that. I would settle for just being chosen. To feel that. To be secure in the thought that someone wants to be with me, that I am being considered. I don’t need codependency or obsession, but I need to see some… Continue reading Obsession
Cruel
How very cruel of you. Do you know that you're testing me, testing how far I will go, how long I will wait? I want a sign. I want the universe to tell me which way to go. I want it not to be so cruel to me at the moment.
Lisa Gray 