I hate you I love you Gnash Feeling used, but I'mStill missing you and I can'tSee the end of thisJust wanna feel your kiss against my lipsAnd now all this time is passing byBut I still can't seem to tell you whyIt hurts me every time I see youRealize how much I need you I… Continue reading My Emotional Masochism
Rain
It was raining today, hard and that is always a good time to dream of you. I dreamt of you last night. I was sitting in your lap with your arms wrapped around me. You were holding on to me, comforting me body and soul. That is the dream I have. The dream of you… Continue reading Rain
Navigating Self-Image and True Connection: A Journal Entry
So time to admit a few things. I am an overthinker. Probably not surprised. Another thing to admit, my Daddy is also a writer and I met him through fangirling over his work. I can say now that I am not the fangirl I once was as I get to know more of the real… Continue reading Navigating Self-Image and True Connection: A Journal Entry
It’s Not a Competition
“It's not your job to fight off people competing for your partner's affection. It's your partner's job to consistently show you, and the world, that there is no competition.” I always like to remind myself that my relationship with my partner is just between us. If I have a problem with my relationship it is up to… Continue reading It’s Not a Competition
Under their Spell
I think I must be under some kind of spell but it only feels temporary. I feel myself drowning in them, forgetting who I am other than that feeling of being theirs. But then something happens. They disappear, and I am at once flung to the surface reminding me of where I am. I can… Continue reading Under their Spell
Lisa Gray 