Yes, all of these things are related for me. I have this toxic trait of martyrdom that plays into my emotional masochism. I sometimes break my own heart thinking that others do not want to be with me or set me as any type of priority in their lives. I have partners and metas and… Continue reading Heartbreak, Emotional Masochism, Compersion
Love is Blind
It is Friday night and I am living my best life at home hiding in my room and binging trash tv. Yes, this is what my kinky life is like. Lots of time prioritizing my peace mixed with play time and sexy times flirting with other people. Some weeks, I have way too much fun… Continue reading Love is Blind
Open and Ready
I like to say I am open and ready. This phrase can have a lot of different meanings. When I say it, I am sending something out into the world or universe letting whoever is in charge know that I am ready for the next things. I feel like things come to me when I… Continue reading Open and Ready
Free Use
I love the idea of this type of play. The idea that I can be used anytime, anywhere by my partner feels naughty and delicious. I think of it as part of a power exchange dynamic. There are other ways to look at this term, but anywhere/anytime is the basic meaning most give it. I like… Continue reading Free Use
Random Facts About Me
A lot of what I like in kink besides the sex parts is power exchange. Part of this is the way my sister and I dealt with childhood trauma. She became mean and angry and fought back and I used her as a protector (always the shy one). I wouldn’t necessarily say I was a… Continue reading Random Facts About Me
Lisa Gray 