Sometimes I feel a bit cheesy like this. I have noticed this in my life a few times but not many. I think sometimes it is just someone you know is meant to be in your life and maybe it is not forever or maybe it is and you are just meant as friends. I… Continue reading Old Friends
Triumph
Reading a book, The Darkening Age by Catherine Nixey, about all that the Christian’s destroyed. A passage reminded us of what triumph really means coming from the Roman word. I am thinking I need Daddy to triumph over me. He needs to completely subjugate me. Annihilate me. Degrade me. Destroy me. Chain me and pull… Continue reading Triumph
What would you do to me?
I sometimes wonder what he would do if I showed up at his door. Would he smile? Would he take my hand and kiss it and kiss me? Would we have long conversations over coffee? Sharing our worlds with each other? Would we have long moments in bed? Would he use me for his pleasure?… Continue reading What would you do to me?
I Love You
I say this a lot sometimes without too much thinking about it. But sometimes I am scared to say it. I want it to be felt and when I say it, I want to be believed. I haven’t said it as much as I used to because I want it to have the meaning it… Continue reading I Love You
Obsess Over Me
Reading a book called The Ritual. It is a college romance book about secret societies and people with all the money in the world. I don’t need all the money in the world to feel loved but I do want to feel like someone is obsessed over me. I like feeling cared for in the… Continue reading Obsess Over Me
Lisa Gray 