“Fear can make you faster and cleverer and stronger,” so I have heard. I am thinking of him today as my beast, but it is not fear that comes to mind, just the mean sadist that likes to keep me wanting. But I know his game. I see the way he holds back the things… Continue reading Clever Girl
Category: Writings
His Voice
Just wanted to say something. I've become completely addicted to his voice. It's the strangest, most beautiful thing. Whenever he speaks, it's like the rest of the world just fades into the background. I find myself looking for reasons just to hear him talk. I won't tell you how many times I replay his messages… Continue reading His Voice
Breathless
Sometimes it is hard walking into the room pretending confidence you don’t have. They say "fake it until you make it," but when am I going to make it, exactly? I know when. When the time comes, and I am not walking in alone. When I am not by myself anymore on this planet. When… Continue reading Breathless
Watch me Burn
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn? Well, that's all right because I like the way it hurts. (Love the way you Lie by Eminem and Rihanna) Set me on fire. Let me burn I will hurt for you as long as you want me to. Some marks, some breaks stay. I have been… Continue reading Watch me Burn
Breathe
Today is going to be a long day. I am at a work conference. The kind where they want to provide you time to eat and network. But I don't want to network. I want to read Daddy's words. I like using my words, but sometimes Daddy's are so much better. I read them and… Continue reading Breathe
Lisa Gray 