I got to watch my heart beat today. Sometimes I am surprised that it can still do that. The technician apologized for being quiet, but I said no worries. I am just writing bad poetry in my head. And I was. Something about how my heart beats for you. I wonder if you know that.… Continue reading Heart Beat
Category: Writings
Owned
We talk a lot about my holes being his to use and abuse. If his fingers want to dive deep into my core (or up my nose), he has free rein over me and my body. And there are parts of him that I can't wait to get a hold of myself. Maybe not just… Continue reading Owned
Closeness
There is a bit of security in the physical closeness you have with someone so what do you do when you don’t have that? What happens if I want to know the smell of them and the feeling of their touch? How do I cope with that feeling of missing something special?
Allowed
Am I allowed to love you or not? You are allowed to do anything you want. But I would absolutely adore it if you would love me. Show me what that is like. These are the conversations I have with you in my head.
Take it Away
You can take it away from me. I don’t care what I lose. I don’t care how long I have on this earth. Take away what you will in my life. But don’t take away him. Don’t take away the hope I have of being his. Don’t take away my minds ability to connect with… Continue reading Take it Away
Lisa Gray 