I hurt myself today / To see if I still feel / I focus on the pain / The only thing that's real / The needle tears a hole / The old familiar sting / Try to kill it all away / But I remember everything / What have I become? / My sweetest friend… Continue reading Hurt
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Intimacy
I was thinking about intimacy and how you build it. Some of it is sharing your life with someone, including all the little details. I am not always good at that. Today I was thinking of one little quirk, my food habits. My Full Fridge This is as full as my fridge has been in… Continue reading Intimacy
Attention
I am on a roll here with reflecting today. I need to work through some things. I read something last night that was a bit triggering and reminded me of some dark times. I got out of those dark times. I have been away from that headspace for a long time, but I can see… Continue reading Attention
Your Music Moves Me
I had a thing happen recently. I dipped into a person I once was. It was so nice to get back to her and the things she used to enjoy so much. Music is a part of that, but not the only part. It's people, too. I went out and saw a few bands play,… Continue reading Your Music Moves Me
The Body Remembers
This is true of a lot of things. I was thinking, though, of how my body remembers Daddy. I was thinking of a specific picture. It is one I do not have access to anymore. But my mind can still pull it up, and my body will react. It really is a simple picture that… Continue reading The Body Remembers
Lisa Gray 