“Surrender to what is. Let go of what was. Have faith in what will be.” - Sonia Ricotti For me, Kink and submission is about the escape. Life can get hard and can throw a lot of curve balls at you. Sometimes you need something to hang on to that is not tied to that… Continue reading Finding Escape in Submission
Category: Reflections
Crush
Such an interesting word for me. I put so many romantic connotations on it, but it encompasses other things, too. I know that want and longing for someone. It is longing for something that goes beyond typical love or romance. It can mean a control I want them to have over me, a possessiveness. I… Continue reading Crush
I’d do Anything
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H2M7zo8ZziE Another day is going byI'm thinking about you all the timeBut you're out there and I'm here waitingI'd do anythingJust to hold you in my armsTo try to make you laugh'Cause somehow I can't put you in the pastI'd do anythingJust to fall asleep with youWill you remember me?'Cause I know I won't forget… Continue reading I’d do Anything
Heartbreak, Emotional Masochism, Compersion
Yes, all of these things are related for me. I have this toxic trait of martyrdom that plays into my emotional masochism. I sometimes break my own heart thinking that others do not want to be with me or set me as any type of priority in their lives. I have partners and metas and… Continue reading Heartbreak, Emotional Masochism, Compersion
Love is Blind
It is Friday night and I am living my best life at home hiding in my room and binging trash tv. Yes, this is what my kinky life is like. Lots of time prioritizing my peace mixed with play time and sexy times flirting with other people. Some weeks, I have way too much fun… Continue reading Love is Blind
Lisa Gray 