Fear can be a powerful emotion to play with, especially as an emotional masochist. I love my body's response to fear. I love being scared. I love all the things that come with knowing I am no longer in control, which can be the scariest thing of all. But, I was looking at a writing… Continue reading Fear
Category: Reflections
Waking from a Dream
I was waking up the other day. There is a point where you have been dreaming for a while, but your conscious self is finally waking up and realizing you are in a dream. There is usually fuzziness and lots of confusion about what is happening. He came to me then in this transition to… Continue reading Waking from a Dream
Hands
I wish I was with you, holding your hands. Sometimes, those simple thoughts of intimacy wreck me more. It takes something special to touch you in ways that are not just purely sexual. I want those feelings with your touch. I want to feel the sizzle from our chemistry. I want to know that your… Continue reading Hands
I Miss Him
This could be a number of people. But I am not talking about him or him even though I do miss them, too. I have been thinking a lot about being poly and being in love with more than one person, and I will be honest, I am questioning that and wondering if I have… Continue reading I Miss Him
Whatever Makes you Happy
What more could I ask / There's nothing left to be desired / Peace came upon me and it leaves me weak / So sleep, silent angel / Go to sleep /Sometimes, all I need is the air that I breathe / And to love you. . . But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo… Continue reading Whatever Makes you Happy
Lisa Gray 