Their words, their love, their support have been important to me for some time. We have been chatting and fantasizing and when I come, I think of him and his words. But when those words stop coming, so do I. I have had little chance to breathe the past week much less anything else. I… Continue reading When their Words Were Your Porn
Category: Poly and Kinky
Alone but maybe not
There are some days I feel alone but when it is hard and I mean really hard, there are people here for me. I need to remember and hold on to that. There are days I want to run away from certain people and responsibilities. My mother tried to do that this weekend. She is… Continue reading Alone but maybe not
Toy
When you are a toy and you just want to be used. Sometimes it is hard when you are getting to know someone and life gets in the way. You have two sides of yourself that need to be triggered. You want o be the toy that gets used but you also want to be… Continue reading Toy
The Balancing Act
Reading something today about the myth of Orpheus and Eurydice. Like all myths, there is a lesson hidden in the tale. This one is about selfish love. A love that is all-consuming but focused on what you get out of it for yourself instead of the love you give. It touches on insecurity in that… Continue reading The Balancing Act
Belonging
I just read a post about love and how someday it will be a place you belong rather than just a place you feel you have to chase. There are people in this world that will come into your life. That love will seem to burn bright. You will feel it all around you and… Continue reading Belonging
Lisa Gray 