Very interesting morning with messages trying to come at me. Several emails and other posts coming through and reminding me how powerful words can be. It was my choice of how I was using words that ended the latest dynamic. They were not meant to. I was just pulling from experience and habits. But today… Continue reading When will there be no more words
Category: Poly and Kinky
I am not ok and maybe that is ok
I find myself in a strange position today. A crossroads. I knew it was coming. I have been worried about it for the past year and gearing up for it. But for the first time in 30 years, I have no romantic partners. The juxtaposition of a dynamic ending this week and watching my mom… Continue reading I am not ok and maybe that is ok
Are You Ready For It?
(Had to throw in Taylor just to be bratty) Are you actually ready? If something was offered to you today, are you ready to put your whole heart into it? I like to think I am. I want to be. But my family is not ready for me to do anything different that would make… Continue reading Are You Ready For It?
All of Me
"Heads under water, but I'm breathing fine." John Legend, All of Me. Sometimes that is true. You are swimming along, trying to make it through something, but you know they have you, and they will wait for you. Sometimes not the case at all. Sometimes you are just treading water, swimming toward them, and they… Continue reading All of Me
I’m Only Happy When it Rains
Today, this is not true, at least not if we are talking about actual rain. I am damp and have been for the past few days. We have flooding during what is usually our summer drought season. I am not used to this, and I do not like my feet being wet if I am… Continue reading I’m Only Happy When it Rains
Lisa Gray 