I could use a good nap right now.
Category: Poly and Kinky
Reading . . .
I have been reading. The book club I am in read The Secret Diary of Hendrik Groen, 83¼ Years Old. This was not quite the feel-good book for me that I hoped. I had one or two moments of wishing I had a certain pill I could put in my pocket for later. Thinking about… Continue reading Reading . . .
The Overthinker’s Mind
"The overthinker’s mind is a beautiful, busy, and sometimes very annoying place to live." — Unknown You already know I am an overthinker. I was overthinking today about whether I shared this quote already. But earlier, I was thinking about pet peeves and things that happen or behaviors from others that might annoy me, like… Continue reading The Overthinker’s Mind
Holding Back
Sometimes I feel them holding back. I wonder what it is that has them there in the zone of untrusting. I sometimes feel I share too much, but I want to be a model for them to share whatever they want. Sometimes I feel a shift in this, like it is possible suddenly for me… Continue reading Holding Back
Don’t Hurt Yourself
I sometimes hurt my own feelings. I convince myself something is off or I read into things. I am sometimes right which makes things difficult to decipher. Spending a lifetime paying attention to others’ moods and actions just doesn’t turn off. That is the only way I know how to keep the peace and keep… Continue reading Don’t Hurt Yourself
Lisa Gray 