I was thinking today about someone special and wondering how they were doing. Sometimes we get wrapped up in our own heads and in our own needs, and we forget that there is another person out there who has their own needs. Maybe they have their own demons they are sorting through. Maybe they have… Continue reading You have your Reasons
Category: Kinky Thoughts
It’s the words
It may not surprise you to know that I love the words more than the images. I want to dip into his mind. I want the words to spill out uninhibited. I want truth and love. I want to find something to hold on to. I have been obsessing over the image of him as… Continue reading It’s the words
Pleasure in Sadness
Sitting in an emotion masochism class this morning. There is so much here that is relatable. I love the community I find online that offers space for growth and learning. But it is nice too to get to listen to people who help validate your experiences or help you put a name to things. I… Continue reading Pleasure in Sadness
A Bit of Wandering
My head has not been feeling well for the last week, but it has had a lot of time to wander. Yesterday in the ER, I was able to finish a book that Daddy recommended. Recommending books that have impacted you or that interest you in some way is a love language. (I have a… Continue reading A Bit of Wandering
The Reset
I have this thing about being a masochist that I never would have expected of myself. It is part of being an emotional masochist more than a pain slut, but every now and then, I need someone to hit that reset button. It has a lot to do with overthinking and feeling some insecurity in… Continue reading The Reset
Lisa Gray 