“Look At Me” I can’t. It is too hard. There are so many things going on at once. The sensations get to me.WHen there presence surrounds you. When you can taste them and smell them and get caught up in all of them. You sometimes just want to feel, taste, and smell. What would happen… Continue reading Look At Me
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
Edging and Denial
I just posted a status about how WhatsApp was doing more to edge and deny me than anything else. Work is doing a good job, too. Creating a chaotic space in my head and then adding a break in your normal routine and life changing all around you. It reminds me a lot of my… Continue reading Edging and Denial
Inevitable
Inevitable, Unlimited, Free, Belong Needy, Greedy, Want, Desire, Hunger, Craving, It's a thing to be with you. I want to have that connection and feel that hunger and what it will do to me from close up, and I want to know that you are mine and I am yours. It seems so inevitable to… Continue reading Inevitable
Watch Me
I remember the time when you watched me closely. I remember feeling loved in that way. I felt important. I felt wanted. I felt like the rest of the world didn't really matter as long as you saw me. I wanted you to watch. I wanted you to see. I wanted you to react. I… Continue reading Watch Me
Overly Submissive
Is there even such a thing? A card was pulled for me today and it cautioned me not to be overly submissive. It’s like it doesn’t even know me. Honestly, though, I am one of those people that can be extremely submissive with the right people until I absolutely run up against something I am… Continue reading Overly Submissive
Lisa Gray 