Dancing again. Playing a song in my head. Thinking of the ways he could lead me if he only would. I said I wanted him to see himself through my eyes. I want him to see what I see. I want him to know what kind of man he is. What I think he is… Continue reading Dancing again
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
My Eyes
I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. (Not an original thought, but it spoke to me.)
Warmth and Closeness
These words keep coming back to me today. I think it is what I miss the most. Having that partner near and being part of thier lives in a way that gives you that feeling of warmth and closeness. I was asked what romance means to me today, and I really had to think about… Continue reading Warmth and Closeness
Your Worth
"Your worth has never depended on anyone else’s recognition of it." I get that. I really do. But it is funny how when you get into a dynamic, your thoughts on this change. You know every time they give you praise and notice every time they do not. Your whole being revolves around pleasing them.… Continue reading Your Worth
My So Called Kink Life
I have to admit something. Most of my recent kink life has been in my head, with words, with writings, with flirtations online, and an online dynamic. I love the mental game of it. But for some reason, my body has decided that it is old. I went through perimenopause early and in the middle… Continue reading My So Called Kink Life
Lisa Gray 