I am nobody special but neither are you. None of us need to be special to the world as long as we are special to each other. I have thought about this lately. We spend a lot of time trying hard to be someone special someone worthy of attention, but really I just want to… Continue reading Special
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
Body Image
Recently I have had an uptick in messages from people asking to see naked pictures of me. If you follow me on certain sites, you get to see those all the time. I sometimes wonder if that desensitizes us to looking at naked or nearly naked poses. It is not such a taboo thing anymore… Continue reading Body Image
Somebody’s Baby
https://youtu.be/c6s1XLsczAY I love hearing these covers of older 80s music. So much nostalgia. The original is from Jackson Brown and was featured in Fast Times at Ridgemont High. That is where I heard it first. So many memories. I was 6 when I watched it and I do not think it was my first rated… Continue reading Somebody’s Baby
Do You Smile When you Suffer?
There are some types of suffering that make me smile. I will suffer if it means your pleasure. Does it feel good to have your hands squeezing my sides? (Well, yes it does. Maybe that is a bad example.) Does it feel good to have your hand pulling my hair, directing me where to go?… Continue reading Do You Smile When you Suffer?
Do you See Me
There you are across the crowded room. I can feel your eyes on me and I love it. I crave your attention so badly. I know you are not quite sure what to do with me yet. I stay to myself and wait, the shy wallflower that I am. All these thoughts of you jumbled… Continue reading Do you See Me
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