https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bduECEfvCng&pp=ygUGI3NveXVq I apologize for this sappy post. I had a long drive to work today and this song came up. It always makes me think about love and destiny and the universe. Are we predestined for a certain life or certain people in our lives? When I was younger and living in a pre-internet world… Continue reading On My Way
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
“I am going to Restrain you.”
(A little play on the word restraint) Such a silly Daddy. I know that he has his spreader bar, rope, and other restraints. But doesn’t he know that I come willingly. Doesn’t he know that the only restraints he needs is a word and his voice. “Oh I know, Baby. But lets have a little… Continue reading “I am going to Restrain you.”
ghosts
(Warning was listening to music and reflecting. Metallica was on the play list and puts me in a brooding mood sometimes. Just reflecting. I’m fine.) I once told someone that I wanted them to haunt me. I felt so strongly about the connection, I couldn’t imagine it ever going away. I was reminded about that… Continue reading ghosts
Am I a Brat
Likely, OK definitely. I have this tendency to come in strong with wanting to serve someone. In the past, I have been bad at sustaining that. I get burned out in that role; for me, it has been a role and an extension of past trauma. My last dom tried to get me to explain… Continue reading Am I a Brat
Goofy Grins and Sexy Smiles
I love how you give me both. Sitting around with thoughts of him and can’t stop thinking about how much this man is my match. Remembering first words and the feeling they give me still. I want nothing more than to see where this goes. Can’t stop thinking about the future. Wanting to have a… Continue reading Goofy Grins and Sexy Smiles
Lisa Gray 