Reading a book, The Darkening Age by Catherine Nixey, about all that the Christian’s destroyed. A passage reminded us of what triumph really means coming from the Roman word. I am thinking I need Daddy to triumph over me. He needs to completely subjugate me. Annihilate me. Degrade me. Destroy me. Chain me and pull… Continue reading Triumph
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
What would you do to me?
I sometimes wonder what he would do if I showed up at his door. Would he smile? Would he take my hand and kiss it and kiss me? Would we have long conversations over coffee? Sharing our worlds with each other? Would we have long moments in bed? Would he use me for his pleasure?… Continue reading What would you do to me?
I Love You
I say this a lot sometimes without too much thinking about it. But sometimes I am scared to say it. I want it to be felt and when I say it, I want to be believed. I haven’t said it as much as I used to because I want it to have the meaning it… Continue reading I Love You
Obsess Over Me
Reading a book called The Ritual. It is a college romance book about secret societies and people with all the money in the world. I don’t need all the money in the world to feel loved but I do want to feel like someone is obsessed over me. I like feeling cared for in the… Continue reading Obsess Over Me
What do you share?
I have been thinking about this a lot. What things do I share to help someone get to know me? There have been times in my life when I felt like there was not much to me. Do I fit the typical bored housewife who gets sucked into a crazy adventure or romance, you see… Continue reading What do you share?
Lisa Gray 