Sitting in a spa lounge with too much time on my hands before a massage. About once a year, I get a gift certificate for a massage. I used to spend way too much money myself on massages and getting waxed. Part of why I am spending a lot of my pay check now on… Continue reading Waiting
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
My Needs Today
I find myself needing to be pinned against a wall. Needing to feel trapped. Needing to see his cock hard and leaking for me. Needing to look into his eyes and see that desire for me. Needing to let his mouth and hands take what he needs from me. I need Him.
I had No Idea
I had no idea I would like that, but you did, didn’t you? I remember sitting at the table talking to you. It was a bit like our first date, but we knew each other from countless conversations. Still, I hadn’t even thought of contracts or collars or whatever else you were determined to talk… Continue reading I had No Idea
Beauty in Darkness
I think there is beauty in the darkness. There is a raw openness and vulnerability to it. When they share their all with you, it can be breathtaking. I want to uncover it. I want to shine a light on all the pieces of them and see what is inside. What has become of them?… Continue reading Beauty in Darkness
Mistakes
How do you deal with them? For the last few days, I have been thinking about a mistake I made. I took ownership of it, but it has created guilt in my mind that has lingered a bit. This is mostly because I'm afraid it changed the trajectory of a relationship. We were moving in… Continue reading Mistakes
Lisa Gray 