I will be honest; I do not remember actually watching that Tori Spelling TV movie, but when I was younger, I ate up those types of stories. I remember being 10 and watching Fatal Vision with Gary Cole (who will always be from Office Space in my mind) and seeing that the real-life person was… Continue reading Mother May I Sleep with Danger
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
Sitting in my Mind
Someone asked me an anonymous question today about whether I masturbate to people I see online. The answer is not no, but it is not what you would think either. Words and faces are what go through my head most often. I have an image of things that are very intimate and domestic, more so… Continue reading Sitting in my Mind
See Me
I love how he watches me. I know that he sees me. I love the feeling of his eyes on me. He watches to make sure that I am safe, but he also watches because he needs. He needs to keep me in his sights, he needs to feel me close, he needs to feed… Continue reading See Me
a Hidden Piece of Me
There is a hidden piece of me that only he knows. I don't like to share her with just anyone, but he has a way of pulling her out of me. It is the girl that wants to be good. It is the lover that needs to feel his desire. It is the child within… Continue reading a Hidden Piece of Me
Mothering
Today is one of those days that not everyone is happy and celebrating. I am a mother, but I do not spend every day appreciating that role. I feel some guilt, knowing I have taken on some of my mother's avoidant attachment styles. There is some generational trauma that I wish I could have broken.… Continue reading Mothering
Lisa Gray 