Having a hard time sleeping. I want to be awake when he is awake. I want to be able to talk to him about his day. I want to have deep conversations about our future. He makes me want things. But sometimes it is just a need to be awake when he is awake. wanting… Continue reading Sleep
Author: Lisa Gray
Former librarian turned wannabe author. Writing on my perspectives as a poly kinkster and submissive.
Having a Bad Dream
I woke this morning past my alarm and felt a bit disoriented. I had slowly grabbed on to a bad dream I had. Usually I try to hold on to the good dreams and piece them together but my mind today was grabbing at this one and not letting it go. It was one of… Continue reading Having a Bad Dream
Can’t Stop
Can't stop thinking about him. Can't stop wanting him. Can't stop trying to please him Can't stop loving him. (Listening to RHCP recently sorry.)
Father Figure
🎶Baby (I will be your father figure)Oh, baby (put your tiny hand in mine)I'd love to (I will be your preacher, teacher)Be your daddy (anything you have in mind)(It would make me)Very happy (I have had enough of crime)Please, let me (I will be the one who loves you)'Til the end of time🎶Father Figure by… Continue reading Father Figure
Feeling Alive
It is the smiles that he so easily pulls from me. The laughs and the sighs that combine together. He gives that to me. He makes me feel alive.
Lisa Gray 