“In this business, until you’re known as a monster, you’re not a star,” Bette Davis.
It is not that I want to be a monster. I just want his monster to come out.
It is hard trying to find that balance, sometimes wanting them to react to you, wanting to have a desperate need for you.
I want the words and the actions. I want to know that their nurturer and their monster have a need for me.
But sometimes the monster is louder. Sometimes the monster is easier to see. The monster makes you feel things more desperately.
Lisa Gray 