Deep

I love having deep connections with someone. The kind where you can talk about anything. You open up, and they open up.

Sometimes it is nice to post online and get a hit of dopamine when your pic or writing (rarely writings get the attention, honestly) gets lots of attention.

I am not one who gets lots of attention, though. I am ok with that. I feel sometimes those that do, or when I do, it is shallow and sometimes gross.

The other day, I had someone I blocked because they started lovebombing my pics and then left disrespectful comments. It can be hard for people to see that there is a balance, a limit, a boundary.

Just because someone shares themselves or even considers themselves an attention whore, it doesn’t mean they accept all types of attention. I actually do not mind being disrespected and degraded, but it has to be someone I know and consent to that type of play. Because then I can trust that they do it out of love and respect and a desire to give me what I desire.

Random people calling you names is not the same.