I miss having a kinky partner sometimes. Not enough to just go into frenzy mode and try to get one, but still. On nights like tonight, I could use him to spank the overthinking out of me. I could use him to tell me what I did wrong. I could use him to tell me how he is feeling about me.
And then he could spank it all better. So many times lately, I felt like my words were stupid, and I don’t understand why I say them. It would be so nice for him to see me and understand what I meant.
(I know, this feels very familiar)
Lisa Gray 