Some days more than others, I feel invisible. I do it to myself sometimes. I hide on purpose.
I know there are random people out there who care for me and think of me, but it can be hard to remember that in the moment.
Sometimes you just want to be seen by someone in particular, and it is hard knowing you likely won’t be. They will move on and find someone better for them, and it is not you.
I do things to distract myself and some days I am better at moving on. Some days I focus on the things that lie ahead of me.
Not much time left for me in this world, so I will try not to waste it.
