Yes, I am sure. It is interesting to think about all the things I can see now. These things could have helped me develop my kinkier side when I was younger.
It doesn’t have to be impact that makes you kinky (I do love impact with certain people). You do not have to be a masochist to be submissive. I used to think that. I used to think I needed to take a beating and enjoy it. I thought to be a submissive, I had to be a service sub and take enjoyment out of anything and everything that someone asked me to do. I thought I had to say yes to everything and like it.
Kinky can look different for everyone. It can also look different for me from day to day. It can be all about the sex and the primal energy. It can be about feeling small and taken care of. It might be about fighting back now to make up for when I couldn’t fight back earlier.
Most of the time it is about taking whatever the person I connect with wants to give me. So yes, I am an attention whore for them.
Lisa Gray 