Claimed

I sometimes wonder what it would take for me to feel truly claimed. What does that mean to me and how do I get there? I will be honest that much of that has to come from within for me, but I also feel that it hasn’t happened completely. 

I have been in a few dynamics and each has had their moments. Maybe it was a scene or words spoken that made me melt, but a pattern sometimes arises where words and actions do not consistently match up.

The other issue for me is the way I feel I need to be claimed. This is something I want to work on, but also something I am not sure is a bad thing. The claiming I am thinking of here is the showy kind. The type of claiming where it is known that I am an important part of someone’s existence. The part where we openly display to others that we belong to each other. Part of this is my exhibitionist side, but it is also a part of ownership for me. 

Parade me around and show you are proud to call me yours.