This morning I let Apple choose my playlist on the way to work. It thinks it knows me, but really it knows me and my kids. Most of my playlists have a combination of songs that are all me and songs that are influenced by my kids’ playlists.
Today was an interesting mix of The Vamps, Taylor Swift, and Demi Lovato. I have written before about my middle space and these songs all hit that, too. But Swift sometimes triggers my brat.
A Brat is someone who likes to be forced. It is one of many labels I might feel or show on my submissive side. It all depends on the energy I get from others.
Sometimes it is hard for me to see the boundaries and differences between, middle, brat, and primal, but when bratting, I feel the need to talk back. But also want to feel big when I am in a small space. It can be about not liking the control I am missing in my real life. I sometimes let things bottle up and then the brat gives me the courage to explode.
Are you Ready for it?
Lisa Gray 
I am finding the writing fascinating. Impressed with how well you know yourself and how easy you make it easy to understand, I have found myself thinking about you often. I try to not have any preconceptions regarding your physical being–but I know I like your mind. it seems as though you think before you act.
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I wonder if you are often disappointed with the results of your search. Physically, mentally and satisfaction levels. Do others(your partners) always satisfy your needs?
Tempting to ask for a picture–but for the time being–I will live in my fantasy. Satisfying myself to those thoughts.
Michael
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I appreciate your comment, Michael. I do try to reflect often and be mindful of who I am and what my needs are. Being poly makes it easier to not force one partner or another to try to help me satisfy all of my needs. I hope you enjoy your fantasies.
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